Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Be Satisfied (Fifth Sunday of Easter)

John 14:1-14
1 "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me. 2 In my Father's house there are many dwelling places. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. 4 And you know the way to the place where I am going." 5 Thomas said to him, "Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?" 6 Jesus said to him, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7 If you know me, you will know my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him." 8 Philip said to him, "Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied." 9 Jesus said to him, "Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, "Show us the Father'? 10 Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The words that I say to you I do not speak on my own; but the Father who dwells in me does his works. 11 Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; but if you do not, then believe me because of the works themselves. 12 Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these, because I am going to the Father. 13 I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 If in my name you ask me for anything, I will do it.

            As I sat on a metal folding chair at the edge of the football field, I remember thinking to myself how hot the sun made my feet feel in the cheap, black shoes I was wearing that day. Around 400 of us were taking time out of our last, full day of class to rehearse walking in a straight line. We were the graduating class of 2002. As my feet slowly roasted in the South Alabama sun, I was thinking about how much I couldn’t wait for all of this to be over, all of this ceremony, all of this pomp and circumstance. I just wanted to get through graduation, get my diploma, and start living the life I had mapped out in front of me. I had a job and a scholarship to a technical school all lined up. The only thing in my way was time. I had lived the previous thirteen years of my life reading, writing, solving math problems, and learning names and dates just so I could be free from the bondage of bells and wide-ruled paper. I can remember thinking about how much I just wanted to blink and have a week pass, so I could be considered an adult—a working, self-sufficient, life-laid-out adult.
            Eventually, those few days did pass, and I graduated. Life, however, did not exactly go the way I had planned it. I was told I had “worked myself out of a job,” and since the job I had was the only reason I had chosen to go to the technical school that awarded me a scholarship, I found myself in a dire situation. Just a few days after wanting to get on with life, I found myself wishing life would reverse itself, or at least stop while I picked up the pieces and tried to figure out what to do next. I was afraid I had wasted the past years of my life; I had no “plan B” and no idea what to do next. I can honestly say it was one of the scariest, most troubling times of my life.
            Those are the most troubling times in our lives aren’t they? Those times, those seasons when it seems like everything is spinning out of control. We can’t sleep; it seems like no matter how hard we try, we can’t “right the ship,” we can’t get back on track. Those times are especially frightening when everything up to that point has gone smoothly. Things are most troubling when everything has gone according to our plans, and everything seems as if it will continue on as if it were fixed on a rail, but something—something covert, unseen—upsets everything, and before we have time to even begin to comprehend what’s happening, our world is turned upside down and our plans are little more than smoldering ruins. If you’ve been there, then you can understand where these followers of Jesus are in chapter fourteen of John’s gospel.
            The first words from Jesus in the passage before us in verse 1 give us some sense of the situation: “Do not let your hearts be troubled.” Why are their hearts troubled? After all, as nice a saying as this may be for fortune cookies and Precious Moments figurines, it is a saying from Jesus to his disciples in a real context, so why are their hearts troubled? What exactly has taken place to cause Jesus to speak these words of comfort and blessed assurance to his first followers? Well, let’s take a look at the story just before chapter fourteen. Up until about chapter eleven, things were on a pretty steady arc: Jesus had been moving about Judea performing what the Fourth Gospel refers to as “signs.” Jesus has healed the sick, given sight to the blind, and even raised the dead, and it’s that last sign (raising Lazarus from the dead) that changed things. We’re told in chapter 11, verses 45 and following that the chief priests, Pharisees, and the whole Sanhedrin plotted to kill Jesus after he raised Lazarus from the dead. From there we’re told in chapter 12, verses 27 and following, after Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem, that Jesus tells his disciples about his being “lifted up,” that is his crucifixion. Then, in chapter 13 Jesus tells his disciples that one them will actually betray him, turn him over to those who want to see him lynched. As if that wasn’t enough to trouble the heart of an ordinary disciple, we’re told that the de facto leader of the disciples, Peter, will deny Jesus—not once, but three times!
            The powerful religious institution is plotting to kill Jesus. Jesus himself seems to be predicting his own death at the hands of those who want him dead. The most resolute, steadfast, rock-like of the disciples will eventually deny having ever known the one he has claimed he would die for. That seems like enough to frighten these first followers of Jesus. That seems like enough to trouble their hearts, especially when they may have seen the outcome entirely differently. They may have had it in their minds that this sign-slinging Messiah was marching into Jerusalem to put things the way they ought to be. They may have viewed the coming messianic age as one where they’d install (at the very least) a reactionary movement that would resist the polytheistic oppression of Rome, a sort of “Occupy Judea” movement. But when the authorities are really out to get you, when your Messiah isn’t calling for arms and action, but a cross and forgiveness, when your exemplary peer is predicted to fall short…your heart will at the very least be “troubled.”
            In the aftermath of this world-unraveling, Jesus tells his disciples, “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me.” Now, telling first century Jews (really, most people in the first century) to “believe in God” would be like telling people to believe that the sun comes up in the morning. Believing in God (whether it was YHWH as a Jew, Zeus as a Roman, Ra as an Egyptian, etc.) was practically involuntary: gods seemed to occupy every square inch of life. Their temples were city centers; their names were carved everywhere; their images or symbols were on money. These first disciples would likely go on believing in God if Jesus had proven to be just another short-fallen redeemer. That’s why the difficult exhortation in Jesus’ words of comfort is “believe also in me.” “We can believe in God. God, as far as we can tell, hasn’t changed. But believing in you may be difficult, Jesus. After all, you’ve told us you plan to die. That isn’t what we had in mind for a messiah.” Can’t you hear the disciples thinking this?
            Jesus, though, doesn’t really give them the chance to express any sort of doubt in the comforting power found in believing in a crucified Christ. No, instead he promises them something:  “In my Father's house there are many dwelling places. If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also. And you know the way to the place where I am going." Great. Jesus is going on ahead of them, and they know the way to the place he’s going…or do they?
            Thomas (the mouthpiece for the rest of us in the Fourth Gospel, the one who says what the rest of us are really thinking) says in verse 5, “Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?" Turns out they don’t know where Jesus is going. They don’t have a clue now since their plans have been torn apart by all of these recent revelations. “Where are you going with all of this Jesus? Give me a sign! Show me the way!” How many times have you found yourself shouting that at the ceiling? That’s where these disciples are: they’re clueless as to where Jesus is going now. They have no idea what’s around the bend, what’s waiting for them on the next step in life’s journey.
            To quiet their troubling hearts, Jesus tells his disciples words that, up until now, we’ve heard as describing the exclusive, VIP status of those bound for glory: "I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. If you know me, you will know my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him." In this “I am” statement of Jesus, he says to his disciples, “You want to know that way? I am the way. There’s no other way, so you won’t be lost or confused on the journey so long as you follow me.” In a way, that’s what Jesus has been telling his disciples from the very beginning. You see, throughout the gospels Jesus is constantly calling people to himself with two simple words: “follow me.” “Follow me; because I am the way, I am the way to know God, the way to know truth, the way to life.”
            But it’s hard to follow someone when we don’t know exactly where they’re going. We are fine with following someone if we have an idea of the destination, if we’ve been there before, or if we’ve been assured it’s a place that can be reached fairly easily and once we’re there it’ll be sunshine, cake, and dancing. But if we aren’t sure of the destination, if we’ve never been there before, or if we’re told the route is dangerous, difficult, or long, we aren’t so ready to put one foot in front of the other for the journey. Philip gives a voice to such a truth in our nature in verse 8: "Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied." What he says is essentially, “Lord, show us where all of this is heading, show us God’s grand plan, and we’ll be satisfied with following you; we’ll be satisfied with all of this stuff you’ve told us about crosses, death, and denial. Just tell us where we’re headed. We’ll leave the way up to you, but we want to know the destination.”
            Jesus is understandably a bit disappointed with Philip. After all, Philip has been following Jesus, the Way, since way back in chapter one. He’s one of the first disciples Jesus calls to follow him on the way. The rest of our passage this morning is Jesus’ response to Philip’s request to see God. Essentially, in verses 9 through 14 Jesus tells Philip, “You want to see the Father? Look at me. I am the Father and the Father is me; we’re the same. What I do, I do because the Father, God, lives in me. So follow me, because I’m the way and the destination!” These are some of the most theologically thick verses in all of Scripture, because it is in these verses that we hear Jesus declare his unity with God: Jesus isn’t just a prophet pointing to God; Jesus is the fullness of God. You want to see God, to know what God is like: look at Jesus! You want to know where all of this going, what all of this means: look at Jesus! You want to know the way to God: look at Jesus! You want to know God: know Jesus!
            That’s what Christ is saying to his disciples then and now. Where’s God going with all of this? What’s the meaning behind life’s ups and downs? What’s the right path? It’s all Jesus! And don’t think that’s some simple, watered-down, Sunday School answer to the depth and vastness of life. Far from it! Really look at Jesus. In the words of Cynthia A. Jarvis, Minister at the Presbyterian Church of Chestnut Hill in Philadelphia, “What we know of God in Jesus Christ is that God has chosen not to be God without us. In this is love (1 John 4:10), the love that is God.” [1]  When we see Jesus, the Way, the Destination, what we see is the God who has walked through every dark valley before us. We see in Jesus the God who has wept when sin and death has taken one we’ve loved. We see in Jesus the God who has rejoiced when we’ve conquered that obstacle in our lives that has been holding us back. We see in Jesus the God who has faced every fear that could possibly ever trouble our hearts because we see a God who in contradiction to his eternal glory, died.
            We see in Jesus the God who has overcome all that could ever attempt to overtake us when that same Jesus, that same God triumphed even over death. When we see Jesus, we see the Way: the way to salvation, the way to freedom, the way to peace, hope, and joy. When we see Jesus, we see the God who is love. So may we follow the Way, and in following the Way may we be satisfied.




[1] Cynthia A. Jarvis, “Fifth Sunday of Easter, John 14:1-14: Homiletical Perspective,” Feasting on the Word. Westminster John Knox Press: Louisville, KY (2010) p.471.

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