Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Decisions, Decisions...(Proper 18, 2013)

Deuteronomy 30:15-20
15 See, I have set before you today life and prosperity, death and adversity. 16 If you obey the commandments of the Lord your God that I am commanding you today, by loving the Lord your God, walking in his ways, and observing his commandments, decrees, and ordinances, then you shall live and become numerous, and the Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to possess. 17 But if your heart turns away and you do not hear, but are led astray to bow down to other gods and serve them, 18 I declare to you today that you shall perish; you shall not live long in the land that you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess. 19 I call heaven and earth to witness against you today that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Choose life so that you and your descendants may live, 20 loving the Lord your God, obeying him, and holding fast to him; for that means life to you and length of days, so that you may live in the land that the Lord swore to give to your ancestors, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob.

            I remember an interesting conversation I had with a friend a few years ago. We were talking about the usual things friends talk about when time and distance have kept them apart: family, memories of old times, etc. After we had exhausted such pleasantries, my friend looked at me with all the seriousness one can muster when revealing a precious secret, and he said, “Chris, I’ve got this amazing idea that I think will make me real rich, real quick.” I took his bait and replied, “OK. Well, what is it? I promise I won’t steal your idea; you’ve just struck my curiosity.”
“I’m going to open a restaurant,” he said with a straight face.
“A restaurant? That’s your ‘get-rich-quick’ idea? You know restaurants are one of the most difficult businesses to start, right? They fail all the time. Exactly what kind of restaurant are you thinking about starting anyhow?”
“It doesn’t really matter,” he said. “It doesn’t matter if it’s American, Mexican, Chinese, Japanese, Thai, Italian, or Mediterranean. It doesn’t matter if it’s fast food with a drive-thru, a sit-down diner with laminated menus, or a fancy place with real cotton tablecloths and napkins. It doesn’t really matter that much where it’ll be located, just as long as the road is paved to get there and people can see it from the road.”
At this point, I was pretty sure he hadn’t thought this “brilliant” idea through, but I had to know what it was that made him so sure this was a singularly wonderful idea. “Well,” I said, “I suppose if none of that matters it doesn’t matter what you call the place either does it?” That was when his face lit up with the fire of his self-assured genius.
“That’s the part that’ll make me a ton of money, Chris. You see, while it doesn’t matter the kind of food, the style of restaurant, or even its location, the name—the name—is the crucial, money-making part of the equation.”
I couldn’t take the suspense anymore, so I asked the question you’re all asking right about now: “Well, what are you going to call it?” He looked me square in the face and said (as sure as I’m standing here), “I don’t care.”
“But I thought you said that was the important, money-making part of this idea, so why don’t you care what you call it?”
“No,” he said,” you misunderstand. ‘I Don’t Care’ will be the name of the restaurant. Think of how many times friends, couples, families have had the same conversation on Friday or Saturday night: ‘Where do you want to eat tonight?’ ‘Oh, I don’t care.’ They’ll think they mean my restaurant; people will come out of sheer confusion and miscommunication! I’ll make money hand-over-fist and have enough to get out of the business before people ever catch on!” As silly as his idea was, it was rooted in a very present reality; people do often have a hard time deciding where they’ll eat if they eat out.
Choosing a restaurant is just one of the choices we make on an ever-growing list of life’s decisions. We wake up each morning faced with the new decisions that come with a new day: what clothes to wear, what words to say, what actions to take at work. And we wake up each morning faced with the same decisions we’ve faced for so many days that they hardly feel like decisions at all: which road to take to work, how we’ll take our coffee, when we’ll head home for the day. Then there are those exceptional times in our lives when we are faced with decisions that could very well alter that course of the rest of our lives: to risk the surgery, to quit the job, to go back to school, to adopt a child. The truth is, there are many times in my life when I wish the path was clearly laid before me, when I wish the hours and years were programmed and I could just go along for the ride, trusting the program. I’m afraid, however, life isn’t programmed for us, and the way of God is often shrouded by the dark fog of our own sin.
If anyone has ever known about the shrouded way of God, it was that group of Israelites that followed Moses through the winding wilderness towards the Promised Land’s milk and honey. They also knew a thing or two about decisions: in fact, their whole story up to this point in our text today has read like a “choose your own adventure” novel. When the Torah (the books of the Law, the first five books of the Hebrew Bible/Old Testament) begins in Genesis (appropriately enough) with the words “In the beginning…” it isn’t too much longer before we hear about a decision being made about whether or not to eat from a certain tree in a certain part of a certain garden.  Then we hear about decisions being made about which gods to worship, about whether or not to sell birthrights and brothers, about whether or not to let a few hundred thousand slaves walk freely out of the most powerful empire on Earth…you get the idea. As much as the Torah is about laws, it is about decisions, so it is only appropriate that, as the Promised Land looms over the horizon, Moses gives a grand exhortation to the Israelites to reinforce the necessity of one very important decision.
            The wandering Israelites have found their way to Moab, where they have renewed their covenant with YHWH after witnessing all the wonders in the land of Egypt and the miraculous ways in which God had provided for them in their wilderness wandering. It’s there in Moab that Moses addresses the people with words about the importance of continuing in the covenant, of following God’s ways and obeying God’s commands. In the verses preceding our text today, Moses even goes so far as to tell them that the covenant they have made with God is not some lofty, unreachable ideal. Rather, he says in verse 14, “No, the word is very near to you; it is in your mouth and in your heart for you to observe.”
            They knew the way; it resided within them. Even so, Moses knows that a cognitive recognition of God’s way is not enough to abide in it—knowing God’s commands and obeying them are two very different things. That is why Moses says to the people then (and to us now) in verses 15 through 18: “See, I have set before you today life and prosperity, death and adversity. If you obey the commandments of the Lord your God that I am commanding you today, by loving the Lord your God, walking in his ways, and observing his commandments, decrees, and ordinances, then you shall live and become numerous, and the Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to possess. But if your heart turns away and you do not hear, but are led astray to bow down to other gods and serve them, I declare to you today that you shall perish…” Moses knew it was one thing to hear the well-put words of a divine covenant and click the box that says one agrees to the “terms and conditions,” and that it was a completely different thing to hear those words and follow through with them in one’s life.
            How often do we make decisions based solely on the terms set before us? How often do we allow ourselves to enter into actions simply because we believe we have all the facts straight and can follow through simply because “the math works out”? How many times have we told ourselves that something is going to be easy, simple, only to find ourselves in waist-deep, with seemingly no end in sight, wondering how we ever allowed ourselves to get in such a mess in the first place? Judging from the recent economic crisis, the rate of high school and college dropouts, and the percentages of marriages that end in divorce, I’d say we’ve made these sorts of decisions more times than we’re willing to admit.
            The Israelites were no different. They happily left Egypt, following Moses into the wilderness, only to spend the next decades in a cycle of complaining. Some wanted to go back to Egypt where they had food and shelter, while others were ready to simply give up and be consumed by the wilderness. I believe Moses knew how those people thought—how we still think—so, in verses 19 and 20, Moses calls witnesses to verify the people’s decision to follow God’s way and obey God’s commands. He says, “I call heaven and earth to witness against you today that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Choose life so that you and your descendants may live, loving the Lord your God, obeying him, and holding fast to him; for that means life to you and length of days, so that you may live in the land that the Lord swore to give to your ancestors, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob.”
            It was common in those days for the gods of those parties entering into a contract to be invoked by the mediator of the contract. For the Israelites, however, the name of God was not to be used in such a way (this is what is meant by the fourth commandment in Exodus 20:7, “You shall not make wrongful use of the name of the Lord your God, for the Lord will not acquit anyone who misuses his name”), so Moses symbolically calls heaven and earth as witnesses.[1] He has set before the people a decision—one which is not to be entered into lightly—and to show just how serious the decision is, he literally puts the weight of creation on the table.
            Moses knew the people had jumped at the chance to leave Egypt so they could save their own skin. He knew they had made rash decisions about the shape and manner of God in the wilderness in order to boost their own levels of comfort. And just as those people were quick to make decisions in order to feel better about themselves, we too are quick to make decisions that boost our ego and give us some piece of mind about our spiritual wellbeing. Whether it’s making the decision to buy groceries for the family behind us in the checkout line, whether it’s making the choice to buy organic/fair-trade coffee, whether it’s the decision to put an extra five in the offering plate, or whether it’s choosing to join a church, if we make such a decision to help ourselves feel better about the kind of person we are, we miss the point. If we make such decisions because we feel as if the choice itself is enough to classify us as a so-called “good Christian,” we miss the point.
            You see, the Promised Land was just around the corner for the Israelites: the sweet scent of milk and honey may have even been wafting in the breeze. They may have thought the end was in sight, the consequences of their decisions not too far off. But Moses knew better. He knew it wasn’t as simple as agreeing to be God’s people and simply possessing the land. There were going to battles, struggles, droughts, famines, and enemies, just as there had been in Egypt. Their decision to follow the way of God and obey God’s commandments would not be an easy decision to follow through. That is why Moses emphasized the people’s decision, and that is why he called heaven and earth as witnesses, because this decision to follow God’s way was not going to be an easy one.
            And now you and I sit on the other side of Moab, on the other side of the Promised Land of Canaan. We sit in this room knowing the rest of the Israelites’ story, of how they fought terrible wars with the peoples waiting in Canaan, how they turned aside to worship other gods, how they longed to be like other nations, how they were conquered and carted off by different empires. We sit on the other side of history with their decision; we sit with the same perspective as those who once gathered around Jesus, knowing what happened when the Israelites reached the Promised Land. Those people were faced with a similar decision from Jesus. In Luke 14:27, Jesus turns to a crowd that had been following him and says, “Whoever does not carry the cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.”  
We are faced with the same decision. We are faced with the same decision Moses put before the Israelites, the same decision Jesus put before the crowds that followed him: it is not a decision to be made, hoping that it will simply change our eternal destination; it is not a decision to be made in order to feel better about ourselves. The call to choose life…to carry the cross and follow Jesus is a decision one does not make lightly. There will be dark times, there will be difficulties, and there will be pain. In the end, however, we will find that God’s way—the way of the Cross—is and has always been the only way. May you choose today between life and death. May you choose today to take up your cross and follow Christ—and may you never take such a decision lightly.  Let us pray…




[1] J.A. Thompson, Deuteronomy: Tyndale Old Testament Commentaries. Inter-Varsity Press: London (1974) p.287.

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