Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Out of Sight, Out of Mind (Fifth Sunday in Lent)

John 12:1-8
1 Six days before the Passover Jesus came to Bethany, the home of Lazarus, whom he had raised from the dead. 2 There they gave a dinner for him. Martha served, and Lazarus was one of those at the table with him. 3 Mary took a pound of costly perfume made of pure nard, anointed Jesus’ feet, and wiped them with her hair. The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume. 4 But Judas Iscariot, one of his disciples (the one who was about to betray him), said, 5 “Why was this perfume not sold for three hundred denarii and the money given to the poor?” 6 (He said this not because he cared about the poor, but because he was a thief; he kept the common purse and used to steal what was put into it.) 7 Jesus said, “Leave her alone. She bought it so that she might keep it for the day of my burial. 8 You always have the poor with you, but you do not always have me.”

            Can you remember a time when you were a kid when all your friends at school were doing that one thing you really wanted to do, but your parents wouldn’t let you? It didn’t matter how hard you pled your case to them, they weren’t budging. You could carefully craft a proposal explaining all the benefits they would receive if they just let you go along with your friends; you could speak of the ways in which your social interactions with others in your peer group would lead to a healthier self-image and a more well-adjusted personality when you reached adulthood; you could even try the direct approach, engaging in a heated dispute with your parents, matching each of their arguments with an equally aggressive counter argument until you were hoarse from attempting to filibuster your parents into submission. You could try any and every trick in the book, but they weren’t changing their minds on the issue—they weren’t going to let you join in with your friends.  So you reached for that secret weapon, that one comeback, that last-ditch missile of reason that every kid attempts to use when every hope of getting what they want is lost. You stood before your parents like a confident prosecutor with a signed confession in hand, and with all of the conviction you could muster at that age you said, “But, my friends and all the other kids at school are doing it!”
             Oh how foolish we were to think such a puny piece of rhetoric might shatter our parents’ impenetrable will to ruin our chances of having fun. Each one of us in this room who has ever uttered such a phrase to a parent or guardian in a final attempt to get our way knows exactly what follows such an attempt. Whether the words come in an elevated tone of anger and frustration or a surprisingly soft voice, laced with the confidence of a knock-out punch, parents everywhere have learned the quickest way to pull the wind from the sails of a child’s argument is to simply look them in the eye and say, “I don’t care what the other kids at school are doing/going; you’re not!” With that, the music plays and the credits roll—the discussion is over.
            Why did we ever think we could get away with such a lazy argument? “All the other kids are doing it.” So what? Perhaps there’s something in the way we’re wired as children that causes us to reason that if everyone else—or even one other person—is doing something, then surely there’s at least the precedent for doing it ourselves. I, however, have a different theory. You see, I don’t think this kind of reasoning evaporates with our childhood. Oh no, I think it is refined with age; it evolves into a more efficient and a likely more successful approach to justifying our own desires. You see, I think with time we realize that justifying our actions by calling on the examples of the same actions from others doesn’t really get us anywhere. So we make a few adjustments in our reasoning, and our positions no longer seem so unreasonable. Let me explain what I mean.
            I was having a conversation with a lady once, who was telling me about her frequent trips to Las Vegas. Now, let me interject here and say that I don’t find anything necessarily bad or evil about Las Vegas as a city, but I think you know what this lady was coming around to…Anyhow, she was telling me that she didn’t think what she did with her time in Vegas was really all that bad because it wasn’t like she was running around abusing drugs or alcohol, cheating on her husband, or spending money she didn’t have. She justified her behavior by comparing it to what she viewed as worse. She made her actions seem okay compared to the wicked actions of some hypothetical person who committed much more egregious sins.
I’m afraid we Christians in the Bible Belt have mastered this evolved way of reasoning, and I’m even ashamed to admit that I’ve heard it most often from pulpits not unlike this one. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard sermons about those sorts of sins that so-called “worldly people” practice. I’ve heard preachers worth millions of dollars preach against the supposed sins of those on welfare; I’ve heard the hot wind of televangelists who con thousands out of their life savings proclaim that refusing to tithe is refusing to believe; I’ve heard preachers rail against homosexuality only to be charged with sexual crimes against children. They have made it an evil art to point at the supposedly greater sins of others in order to keep their own sins out of the spotlight; they choose to point to what they believe are larger, public sins of others in order to justify their own, hidden sins. It’s a true tragedy, and it doesn’t end in the pulpit, nor did it begin in the pew. It’s been with us for quite some time. In fact, we have heard an example of such twisted reasoning from the Fourth Gospel here today.
            It’s “Six days before the Passover” and Jesus is in Bethany at the house of Mary, Martha, and the recently resuscitated Lazarus. The narrator of the gospel sets the scene for us: there’s a dinner prepared for Jesus; Martha’s busy serving; Lazarus is reclining at the table; and Mary—well, Mary is making a scene. In verse 3 we’re told that “Mary took a pound of costly perfume made of pure nard, anointed Jesus’ feet, and wiped them with her hair. The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.” This would have been nothing short of shocking to those reclining around the dinner table. Mary literally lets her hair down (something a good, Jewish woman would never do in public), anoints Jesus’ feet (a most private and provocative part of a person’s body in the first century) with some outrageously expensive perfume, and then wipes his feet with her hair! Jaws must have dropped, maybe even her previously dead brother Lazarus choked a bit on a mouthful of bread after what she did. The New Testament scholar Tom Wright says Mary’s action would be comparable to a single woman walking up to a single man and hiking her skirt up above her thigh![1]
            On top of such a provocative gesture of worship, Mary has seemingly wasted some very expensive perfume. In verses 4 and 5 we hear Judas’ voice as he attempts to point out the real problem with what Mary has done: “But Judas Iscariot, one of his disciples (the one who was about to betray him), said, ‘Why was this perfume not sold for three hundred denarii and the money given to the poor?’” Now, let’s put on hold the fact that Judas is the one who would betray Jesus (a fact which this Gospel never hesitates to remind us), because it seems as if Judas might actually be starting to get it. Think about it: Judas doesn’t call Mary out for her uncouth behavior; rather, he points out her waste of what amounts to a year’s wages, money that could have been given to the poor. If I had been there, I would have patted Judas on the back and said, “Good job, Judas! I think you’re starting to get it. We should have used such an expensive thing to benefit the poor.” Judas seems to have great intensions, but you know what they say about intentions and the kinds of paths they pave.
            Jesus sees right through Judas’ well-intentioned words though in verses 7 and 8: “Leave her alone. She bought it so that she might keep it for the day of my burial. You always have the poor with you, but you do not always have me.” While there is so much to say about Jesus’ response, I think it is verse 8  that serves to pull the wind from Judas’ sails. You see, the author of the Fourth Gospel gives us a bit of parenthetical insight into Judas’ character and his response to Mary’s action in verse 6: “(He said this not because he cared about the poor, but because he was a thief; he kept the common purse and used to steal what was put into it.)” Jesus sees through Judas’ objection to Mary’s action; this isn’t a genuine concern for the poor, this is an attempt to shine the light on the perceived sin of another in order to hide his own sin. Jesus’ point is made even clearer when one considers that his response to Judas is an allusion to the words of Moses in Deuteronomy 15:11: “Since there will never cease to be some in need on the earth, I therefore command you, ‘Open your hand to the poor and needy neighbor in your land.’"
            If Judas’ concern had truly been for the poor, he would have brought it up long before now. He would have brought it up each time a coin was slipped into the common coffer box in his possession; he would have been making such objections whenever the opportunity presented itself, but here, in the wake of such a public act of worship, Judas decides to point out Mary’s misuse of her resources. His true desire is not to call her out for her outlandish behavior or to call attention to an injustice, but rather to shine the light on someone else’s sins so that his own, somewhat hidden sins, may not seem so great. Before we throw Judas under the bus, though, I think we ought to take a look in the mirror.
After all, it becomes so easy to point out the sins in others doesn’t it? It is especially easy if we think we can categorize sins, if we are able to label some sins as bigger, nastier, or more appalling than others. From our pious perch in the pew we can point to those outside the walls of fellowship and cast judgment on their sins, for while we may be sinners ourselves, at least we aren’t sinners like them. If we can find one or two public sins, sins of which we are sure we are not guilty, and pour our efforts into pointing those sins out in others, then we can push our own sins to the periphery, a place where they can be “out of sight, out of mind.”
I’m afraid we haven’t outgrown that sense of reasoning we had as children; we still think that if someone, somewhere is guilty of the same sin—or better yet, a “worse” sin—then at least we aren’t all that bad (I know I am guilty of such flawed reasoning). If, like Judas, we can take advantage of someone’s public display of what we think is a sin, an injustice, then we just might feel a little better about ourselves and our own ways of living. And it’s right when we start to think we’ve figured it out, just when we’re slipping into that confident sense of comfort, Jesus springs the truth on us—if we’re really worried about sin, we’d better start with our own. For just as Jesus reminded Judas that the poor were there all along, he reminded Judas that he was just as guilty of not giving to them. Just as we point to others and proclaim their lifestyles as sinful, just as we cast judgment on others and announce their inferiority in righteousness, just as we attempt to label and rank sins in an attempt to keep our own sins out of sight, Jesus reminds us that we are just as guilty as anyone at whom we point our accusing fingers.
With that same truth in mind, know this: while we are all guilty when it comes to the sin we carry, we are all given the chance to be forgiven. Whether we bear our sins before the judging eyes of others or keep them buried out of sight, out of mind, Christ offers forgiveness to all who wish to have it. As we draw closer to the cross with Jesus, may you know this day that the stains of sin we all bear may be cleansed by the blood of Christ. May you no longer seek to point out the sins in others so that you may find comfort in your own, less visible sins. May you seek the forgiveness that comes only through Christ today, and may you join this congregation in out connected journey of faith as we follow Jesus to the cross, the grave, and on into the glorious reality of resurrection. May you not hesitate on day longer.
Let us pray…
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on us, for we are sinners. Remind us that our sins are no smaller or less wicked than the sins of others. Show us, O Lord, the path of forgiveness that leads through the cross into an everlasting life of love and discipleship. Help us to confess our sins and follow you ever closer on this journey of faith. Give us the strength to respond to the presence of the Holy Spirit as it moves among us even now. In the name of our loving Lord Jesus we pray. Amen.



[1] John for Everyone

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