1 Kings 19:11-18
11 He said, "Go out and
stand on the mountain before the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by."
Now there was a great wind, so strong that it was splitting mountains and
breaking rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and
after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; 12 and
after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the
fire a sound of sheer silence. 13 When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in
his mantle and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. Then there came
a voice to him that said, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" 14 He
answered, "I have been very zealous for the Lord, the God of hosts; for
the Israelites have forsaken your covenant, thrown down your altars, and killed
your prophets with the sword. I alone am left, and they are seeking my life, to
take it away." 15 Then the Lord said to him, "Go, return on your way
to the wilderness of Damascus; when you arrive, you shall anoint Hazael as king
over Aram. 16 Also you shall anoint Jehu son of Nimshi as king over Israel; and
you shall anoint Elisha son of Shaphat of Abel-meholah as prophet in your
place. 17 Whoever escapes from the sword of Hazael, Jehu shall kill; and
whoever escapes from the sword of Jehu, Elisha shall kill. 18 Yet I will leave
seven thousand in Israel, all the knees that have not bowed to Baal, and every
mouth that has not kissed him."
Silence.
It’s uncomfortable. It makes us uneasy. There is tension in silence; it causes
us to doubt what we’re experiencing, to question what’s going on. Everyday our
lives are consumed by noise, engulfed in the cacophony of our existence, but
when we find ourselves suddenly submerged in silence, well, we often aren’t
sure of what to do. We can deal with the noise; we can thrive in the volume and
rhythm of existence, but when everything is made quiet...it can be quite scary.
I remember in September of 1995, sitting in the dark in
our living room with the front door open as the winds of hurricane Opal
screamed outside. The thunder was incredible, and the sound of the rain hitting
the house made me feel like I was down in the trenches and the enemy was firing
on me from all sides. I was terribly afraid of thunderstorms as a kid, and hurricane
Opal was by far the worst one I had ever experienced, but it wasn’t the
ground-shaking thunder or the bright-as-day lightening that scared me the
most…it was the silence that came with the eye of the storm. For, you see, it
was in that silence that my mind had the opportunity to wrap around what had
happened. It was in that silence that I realized that nothing was quite the
same. It was in that silence that the uncertainty of what was coming with the
other side of the storm struck me, and it scared me more than any lightening or
thunder ever could. Silence can be frightening because it can mean we are
experiencing a certain level of uncertainty.
If the silence in the eye of a hurricane can cause an
eleven year old boy in south Alabama such frightening stress, imagine the
fearful stress Elijah must have felt in that cave on the side of Mt. Horeb. Elijah
is already on the run—running for his life from Queen Jezebel after upstaging
some 450 of her prophets on Mt. Carmel and ending a drought that had the
country in crisis mode. She put out the hit on Elijah, and upon hearing the
news, Elijah fled for his life. In the midst of his flight, he received a word
from the Lord in the first part of verse 11 of our text today: "Go
out and stand on the mountain before the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass
by." Now, this news is just as frightening as the news concerning
Jezebel’s bounty for Elijah. To be summoned to the mountain of God, to witness
the Lord pass by, this is a big deal. Human beings don’t exactly get summoned
to stand in the presence of God so they can receive a gold star or a holy pat
on the back. If Elijah was going to stand on God’s mountain as God passed by,
he knew the meeting wasn’t going to be pleasant.
I suppose popular culture and our own imaginations have
led us to some quaint picture of meeting God in a lovely, well-lit place, where
God appears to us as a soft-spoken and lovely being who only brings us
hope-filled news and tidings of prosperity. The Bible, however, seems to paint
a much different picture, as many people in Scripture meet with the Lord and are
immediately frightened by the mere presence of the angel who bears God message.
Elijah shared this understanding about God; he believed that whoever saw God,
stood in God’s presence, would surely die. And now God has called Elijah to
come out and stand on the mountain as God passes by—Elijah must have been
terribly frightened, yet he did as the Lord commanded.
Elijah found himself standing on the side of Horeb,
expecting God to show up in all of his majesty and glory, when the Bible tells
us in the rest of verse 11 and the
beginning of verse 12: “Now there was a
great wind, so strong that it was splitting mountains and breaking rocks in
pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an
earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a
fire, but the Lord was not in the fire…” Can you imagine the yo-yo of
emotions Elijah must have felt? There he was, waiting for the Lord—the almighty
creator of the universe—to pass by, when there was a great, mountain-splitting
wind. Surely Elijah thought this wind was the coming of God’s presence. Surely
Elijah must have been preparing himself for the arrival of God on the tail of
such a great wind, yet we’re told, “the Lord was not in the wind.”
Perhaps Elijah was a bit relieved, or maybe he was put even more on edge.
Whatever the case, after that great wind came another, frightening sign—an
earthquake.
Earthquakes are terrifying. They can change the very
landscape, and in the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere, an earthquake
can leave people picking up the pieces even two years later. After the great
wind that broke mountains and rocks in its path, Elijah, standing in a mountain
cave, is shaken by an earthquake, and before we have a chance to even ask, the
text tells us, “but the Lord was not in the earthquake.” As the rumble of
shifting rocks and the cracking of the earth settled beneath his feet, Elijah
heard another sound—the sizzle of heat, for after the earthquake we’re told in verse 12: “after the earthquake a fire, but
the Lord was not in the fire.”
I can imagine Elijah would have been terrified yet
confused by this fire that followed the earthquake. He’s witnessed three signs
that accompany a theophany—an appearance by God. Surely he must have thought
the fire was going to be it. After all, God appeared to Moses in a bush that
blazed with fire; he led the Israelites through the wilderness with a pillar of
fire at night. Surely this fire would contain the presence of the Lord, but we
get even less time, fewer words to digest what has happened when we’re told—yet
again—that the Lord was not in the fire. These three signs—a great wind,
an earthquake, fire—surely should have signaled the arrival of the Almighty God,
but they don’t. Instead, Elijah is left with what follows the fire: “after
the fire a sound of sheer silence.”
Silence—after
all that build-up, after all that creative drama, there was only a sound of
sheer silence. The language implies that it was the kind of silence one can
feel. It was the kind of silence that can be deafening, the kind of silence
that comes in the eye of a hurricane, the kind of silence we experience when
even the background hum of electricity is quieted, a silence that can be felt. Elijah
had gone up to meet the Almighty God, the God of creation and deliverance, yet
he was left with a silent God. Verse 13
tells us, “When Elijah heard it, he
wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood at the entrance of the
cave.”
I can’t help but
wonder what must have been going through Elijah’s mind when he heard that
silence, when he wrapped himself in his mantle and stood looking out of that
cave on Mt. Horeb. Did he think that God had left him? Had God passed by and he
missed it? Did he begin to doubt that God had even called him there in the
first place? Silence does that to us, you know? In those rare moments of
silence we experience in our lives our minds can race out of control, conjuring
up all sorts of thoughts and theories. We can find ourselves doubting
everything when we are left in the silence too long. Think of all the times we
cry out to God, and yet God is silent. Can you remember looking up towards the
heavens hoping for some kind of answer, begging for some kind of sign, only to
be answered in your petitions to the Almighty with silence? I wonder if that is
how Elijah felt. I wonder if he stood there in the wake of the wind, the
earthquake, and the fire, in the midst of that sheer silence, and began to
wonder if God was really even there. But then, a voice breaks the silence in verse 13 when the Lord speaks to Elijah: "What
are you doing here, Elijah?"
The silent God
suddenly speaks to Elijah, and in the verses that follow, God instructs Elijah
on what he is to do next. It’s only in the wake of that sheer silence that
Elijah hears the voice of God. It’s only after
the silence and the opportunity for fear and doubt that God gives Elijah his
calling. It’s after the silence from
God that the prophet goes out to meet the Almighty. God wasn’t in the great
wind. God wasn’t in the power of the earthquake. God wasn’t in the burning heat
of the fire. God wasn’t in any of the signs Elijah expected. No, Elijah only
met God after the silence. Elijah encountered there on Mt. Horeb the silent
God, the God who doesn’t solely seek our attention in the grandness of
inexplicable signs, the God who doesn’t seek to compete with the orchestra of
this world blaring in our ears and down in our souls. Elijah encountered the
silent God on Mt. Horeb, because more often than we realize God speaks to us through
the silence.
But silence is
uncomfortable. It makes us uneasy. There is tension in silence. To be
surrounded by silence means we’re losing money, we’re losing work, or worse
even still—we’re losing time. We are immersed in world of noise, surrounded by
the sounds and din of distraction that keeps our minds and our hearts from God
and from one another. Perhaps in our fear and uncertainty of silence we miss
out on hearing the voice of God. Perhaps in our desire to be constantly moving,
always busy, we fail to hear the silent God calling us to his work. Let us
learn from the story of Elijah to listen for the voice of God in the silence.
May we seek to quiet the ruckus in our lives that distract us from God and call
us away from loving our neighbors. Let us quiet our hearts and listen for the
voice of the silent God as he speaks to us…even in the sound of sheer silence.
Let us pray…